Corey just played the part in the newest vlog where I take Dawson for a walk, and Dawson ran into the room and looked around really confused, and kept looking from Corey’s desk to me because and whining he couldn’t understand why my voice was over there, asking him if he wanted to go for a walk. Now he’s huddled up in the corner, shivering and looking at me like I’m the antichrist and I feel really bad and I don’t think he’ll want to go on walks with me in the future.

Dawson was just whining at the door and I no word of a lie yelled “SHUT UP LLOYD”

What is happening to me

Dawson was just whining to go upstairs because he could hear people filming up there, and I was way too tired to reprimand him so I explained to him that if he went upstairs, he’d be satisfied for two seconds before realizing that Tim Deegan was still downstairs, and then he’d want to go down again, and sometimes we don’t need constant human companionship to be our prime source of fulfillment and we need to find other forms of stimulation to remind ourselves of our own unique experience, okay? And he sat there listening and when I was done explaining he just sort of huffed and lay down looking completely resigned without making a peep for a good twenty minutes.

tl;dr I’m having existential conversations with a Bichon Frise. send help.